Something to keep my mind going.

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My mornings are pretty rad nowadays. So grateful to be with @cartel  (at Cartel Coffee Lab | 5th Ave.)

“Drink my soul, as if with a straw
I know it’s bitter, intoxicating taste.”

—   Anna Akhmatova, from Drink My Soul, As If With A Straw (via violentwavesofemotion)

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“You’re not a bad person for the ways you tried to kill your sadness.”

—   (via kissnecks)

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I hate always feeling overwhelming amounts of every fucking thing. I always just look so stupid. I want to just hide. No one needs me around anyways. I want to learn how to stop feeling.

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Why am I so stupid and always ask the questions I know I won’t get the answer I’m looking for. I need to stop opening up so much. I guess people just don’t know how to handle a person who feels so much. I should just go away. I’ll never be good enough and I’ll never be anyone’s best.

“Let me wake up next to you, have coffee in the morning and wander through the city with your hand in mine, and I’ll be happy for the rest of my fucked up little life.”

—   Charlotte Eriksson, Empty Roads & Broken Bottles: in Search for The Great Perhaps (via aurorefleurs)

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“Nothing is sexier than someone who wants you as much as you want them.”

—   (via cravist)

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“You are going to break your promise. I understand. And I hold my hands over the ears of my heart, so that I will not hate you.”

—   Catherynne M. Valente  (via 5000letters)

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“I’m shy”

—   But I will fuck the shit out of you (via les-nyc)

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“Your heart is like a great river after a long spell of rain, spilling over its banks. All signposts that once stood on the ground are gone, inundated and carried away by that rush of water. And still the rain beats down on the surface of the river. Every time you see a flood like that on the news you tell yourself: That’s it. That’s my heart.”

—   Haruki Murakami, Kafka on the Shore (via quotes-shape-us)

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“Find meaning. Distinguish melancholy from sadness. Go out for a walk. It doesn’t have to be a romantic walk in the park, spring at its most spectacular moment, flowers and smells and outstanding poetical imagery smoothly transferring you into another world. It doesn’t have to be a walk during which you’ll have multiple life epiphanies and discover meanings no other brain ever managed to encounter. Do not be afraid of spending quality time by yourself. Find meaning or don’t find meaning but steal some time and give it freely and exclusively to your own self. Opt for privacy and solitude. That doesn’t make you antisocial or cause you to reject the rest of the world. But you need to breathe. And you need to be.”

—   Albert Camus, Notebooks 1951-1959 (via msdevindanielle)

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